❝ 𝐈'𝐦 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞. ❞

*(𝐘/𝐧) 𝐩𝐨𝐯*

A new day in Ouran Academy, a new challenge, and a new day to change my life. This ain't no High School Musical, this is Ouran Academy where people question their sexuality!

Fixing my (F/c) colored kimono I cleared my throat and looked back at the front door, a charming smile fixated on my face. Once the club's doors opened I reached out my hand dramatically. "Welcome!" I and the Host Club welcomed the new guest, and so, the day began. 

Hikaru and Kaoru were wearing butler outfits along with Tamaki-sempai. Me, Haruhi, Bunny-Kun, and Bear-Kun wore kimono outfits in reply to the traditional Japanese theme that we chose today. 

Sighing, I turned around and opened my fan and used it to cover my face as I walked over towards Tamaki-sempai. I promised him that we would both host together today. "My princess, which cup would you like your tea in?" Tamaki-sempai asked a girl with short brown hair. Sitting on the other side of the table I closed my fan and grasped a random teacup. "This Foley cup? A Worcester cup? Or this Susie's Gardenia?" Tamaki-sempai listed out the different cups that we had, all the while still being charming.

Glancing down at my teacup I realized that it was Gracie Bone China. Funny, it's as if the universe is just trying to make me remember Toru-Kun. "They're so lovely, these are British antiques, right? Which type do you like, Tamaki-Kun?" The guest questioned him, Tamaki-sempai happily taking this opportunity. 

Grabbing her wrist gently Tamaki-sempai lifted it towards his lips surprising the girl effectively making her blush in surprise. "You're too close to (Y/n), darling." Tamaki-sempai informed her making the girl look up at him in surprise. "The girl is literally on the other side, I don't see how she could be too close to me." I sweatdropped as I sipped my tea. 

Tamaki-sempai looked away from her and back to me, a small smile on his face. "Oh! (Y/n)! I didn't notice that you were here!" Tamaki-sempai exclaimed in surprise, a small bead of sweat forming on his brow. I lifted an eyebrow and looked away from him. "Right, right." I mumbled and glanced to my left only to see the same raven-haired girl who has been following me around ever since the day started. 

Hearing the sound of glass clashing together I quickly looked away from her and back to the twins seeing Kaoru holding his hand in pain, must have been from the hot tea. "Kaoru!" Hikaru yelled in worry, hurriedly grabbing the burned hand and kissing it making their guests squeal in happiness.

"Geez... it's because you were looking elsewhere. All you need to do is look at me." Hikaru leaned his head down to kiss his hand once more. "Hikaru..." Kaoru whispered. Their guest with the long brown hair put her hand on her forehead and looked away with a shy blush on her cheeks. "Ahh, I can't take it anymore! It's too beautiful!" Said girl squealed as her partner looked at her in disbelief.

Turning away from the scene I placed the teacup on its saucer and put it back down on the table. 'What the hell is wrong with me? I haven't flirted with anyone since I broke ties with Toru-Kun. This... this isn't me.' Gritting my teeth I got up and walked over towards an empty table only for my normal guests to get up and follow me. 

'Can't these pests just leave? I don't want them here! I don't want them following me around like some lost puppies! I want them gone, I want them to just leave me alone!' Shutting my eyes tightly I breathed in deeply and smirked, "Do you ladies need something?" I asked them and turned around, my hands hiding behind my back. 

The girl with the raven hair winced and looked down, a blush on her face as she brushed her hair. "U-Um... we just don't want to leave you, is all." She replied, not once meeting my eyes. 'Are my eyes that scary? Am I that scary to you? Why can't... why can't people like you just disappear and stop looking at me with those sinful eyes!' Keeping my smile on my face my hand began to twitch as I held it as tightly as I could. 

"Oh, I just wanted some alone time is all. It is my break, after all." I smirked and waved them off, walking away from the group as I headed outside of the club room. Opening the door and closing it gently I sighed and walked forward passing by the huge windows as white birds flew away. 

Walking down the empty stairs I headed over towards the hallway on the left, not even sure of where I even wanted to go. Just somewhere away from the host club, I guess. Passing by a slightly opened door I stopped in my tracks as I heard crying. 'Wait... I recognize that cry!' Snapping my head around to the door I quickly grasped the door handle and pulled it open and looked inside only to see Toru-Kun cradling the teacup set that I gave back to him. 'This... this fucking angel.'

"You're... you're amazing, you know that?" Hearing my voice Toru-Kun looked over at me as his crying intensified. "(Y-Y/n)!" Toru-Kun cried, his whole body now being directed towards me. Smiling, I went inside and closed the door. 

"Guess I'm not the only one who wants to cry, huh?" I chuckled dryly and smoothed out my hair. Toru-Kun sniffed and nodded his head. "That's... that's not good." I whispered and sighed, sitting down on a nearby seat far away from him.

"Why...?" Looking back up at him I saw that he was gazing at the teacup set longingly, small tears going down on it. "You should probably go home now, it's about to be six and-" Snapping his head over at me his eyes were set in a glare, a deep frown set on his face. "Why did you leave me?!" Toru-Kun asked me in an angry voice. 

Looking away from him I looked at the windows. "-and the school is going to close in one more hour-" Getting up from where he was seating he glared at me more. "Stop avoiding the question!" Toru-Kun yelled again, but I never answer. 

"- so your parents will start to get worried for you!" I finished what I was saying and pulled out some money, placing it on the table. "Here, take it! This is what you wanted all this time, isn't it?! Money, money, and more money!" I yelled, my breathing becoming rigid. 

Not even looking back at him I walked out of the classroom and walked down the hall. I was originally heading for the cafeteria but I suppose I lost my appetite. Hearing the classroom doors bang against the wall I looked back and saw Toru-Kun running towards me. 

Feeling him grasp my wrist I looked at him, my eyes wide. "W-What are you-?"

"Stop bottling up everything! Tell me when you're mad and when you're sad! When you're happy and excited! Tell me everything!" Toru-Kun yelled, his eyes wild. 'What does he mean by that? I'm so confused? What does he want me to tell him?'

"Toru-Kun you're not making any sense!" I exclaimed and tried to take away my wrist from his hold, but he was always stronger. "The reason why you left me is that you never tell anyone how your feeling! You always let it bottle up inside of you and leave it there, not even thinking about how that makes everyone else feel! How that makes me feel! You're such a coward!" 

'Me? A coward? Toru-Kun, you have no idea what I went through all these years. You say that you were always there for me, but you weren't. All those days where I cried myself to sleep thinking about how I'm such a burden to the world, how I would never live up to my mother's expectations. I had to become the best of the best with no flaws.'

'Only Kaoru and Hikaru were ever there for me, they were they for me whenever I truly needed them, and where were you? Hanging out with that bitch! They always came over to my house to make sure that I always ate at the right times, that I slept well, that I never overdid myself. They were always there for me when I did which ending up with me being sick. Their the purest humans that I've ever met. Why do you think that I never did anything sinful to them? I don't want to taint them, they're far too pure.'

The sound of a slap resonated as I felt my hand sting. Looking over at his red cheeks I froze. 'What... what the hell did I just do?' Backing away from him I turned around and walked away quickly.

"Do you... do you remember when we went to the beach for the first time? You were so scared that a shark would come and eat you up that for not even a second did you let go of my hand. We were five at the time, I don't blame you if you don't remember." Stopping in my tracks I hugged myself tightly, the familiar feeling of my throat becoming hot appearing. 

"You would only go inside the water if I was holding your hand. When you did, you liked the ocean so much that I had to drag you out of it." Toru-Kun stopped to laugh, though I frowned. "The last day that we would be there you stayed at the beach the whole day, refusing to leave it. So when the time came to leave you swam away from everyone as far as you could. So I collected some seashells and made them into a necklace, telling you that no matter what that as long as you had this with you would always be with the ocean." 

"I've never seen you scared before, so I was surprised. I remember that being the first time that you ever revealed your feelings to me. When you finally told me how you felt, we found a way to resolve that problem and go through it together. In the end, both of us were happy." 

"I... I was jealous." I croaked out surprising Toru-Kun. "I was jealous that you would replace me, that you would leave me, and so I acted out without thinking, and for that, I am sorry." Breathing in and out deeply I slowly turned around towards him, my eyes beginning to feel wet. 

"I didn't want to be left again." Dropping to the floor, the goddamn cold floor, I broke down. Hearing Toru-Kun run over towards me he wrapped me in his arms, his arms... they were so warm. "Why would you think that I would leave you?" Toru-Kun asked me, the cold floor not bothering me anymore. 

"If my mother left me... so could you. Just because someone says that they love you doesn't mean that they actually do, you know." I chuckled to try and get myself out of this awkward situation. "I don't care if you feel awkward right now, this is progress, so we have to go through this together." Toru-Kun stated firmly.

"Did you actually love her?' I asked him, nervousness bubbling inside of me. "No, I didn't. The only reason why I talked with her was because I was also jealous. You were always flirting with someone and not me, so I thought if I made you jealous you know... we could satisfy our jealousy and be happy again." I laughed, 'My ass, Toru-Kun, you really did not help the situation, but neither did I.'

"Then it was both of our faults." I sighed and leaned closer towards him. I felt oddly safe. 

"So... can we start over?" Toru-Kun asked me making me hide my blush by covering myself with his clothes. "Sure, we can start over." Pulling me away from his hold I stood up expecting him to do the same, but instead, he kneeled on one knee and raised a ring pop. Damn romantic.

"(Y/n) (L/n), would you do me the honor of becoming my wife/husband?" Toru-Kun asked me, a smile on his face as his tears were already dry. 'Holy shit, he asked me that question for the second time, well shit, this is the best day of my life.'

"Yes!" I yelled and hugged him closely, tears wetting his uniform as the ring pop was now on my finger. 

"You bastard!"

(ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴅᴀʏ/ɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴍʏ ʟᴏᴠᴇꜱ!)